15 & stop

You say start over,
I say let's.
You say let's be friends,
I say let's.
You say let's work it over,
I say let's.
You say it'll take a few years,
I say let's.

I'm in a rut. OSCE in 2 days. This is not the time, not the time. Only got myself to blame for this. How. Why. Maybe it's for the best.
Maybe it isn't.
Maybe I want it now.
Maybe I want you now.
Maybe I can't always get what I want.
Maybe I need to come clean.
Maybe my whole world has now fallen apart.