Thank goodness for games. And sitcoms and Family Guy to keep me going through the nights. No wonder depression rates are so high in the UK. Dark at 4pm, and then it starts to frost and snow. To make things worse, there is no cybercafes, no mamak and malls & shopping close at 6pm. Terrible shit.

People ask me how do I stand life in vista and IMU. Believe me, I would give anything to be back there again studying. Heck, maybe even Seremban. Ok maybe not, but you get my point. One of the good things here is supposed to be shopping, and even that it is so expensive compared to the US thanks to the ridiculous 18% tax on all items.

On the bright side....exams are over! Now just need to rearrange my portfolio into something half good, and get ready for my SSC report. On the not so bright side....really hope I can pass my OSCEs...damn OBGYN is totally not my thing. Give me paeds anyday.

yes this blog is still alive - barely

This has got to be the most useless blog at the moment. Left alone and ignored. Even didn't mention here that I've recently got myself a new laptop (above). And phone (also above). It isn't the Desire HD that I wanted partly due to a lack of funds and, well, I'll just flash this phone with the latest Android 2.2 and make it work till I get the Desire. Or Windows Mobile 7. Whichever.

Oh and OSCEs coming up in 2 weeks covering paeds and OBGYN.

Preparations are...I'm not sure how to describe them actually. I wouldn't say unprepared but...I just hope they wouldn't ask stupid questions. One of the seniors was asked to take a history from a stepdad and a boy, and the boy has been burning and kicking cats and stabbing hamsters. Fun isn't it. All in 7 minutes. Not exactly something you would want as your 1st station.

Kind of scared I suppose. Just looking to pass the OSCE which I suppose if you look at it shouldn't be that difficult but then who am I kidding. Sigh. Just wish that life can be easier right now.

One more month till December. C'mon c'mon c'mon.

hunny...

I wasn't perfect
I done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasn't looking for forgiveness
I wasn't laid up by my pride
Just shocked by her attention

Did someone sign me up for love?
I didn't want it
But now I can't live without it

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

She's kinda perfect
She's kinda everything I'm not
Yes, she's an angel
It's amazing how she's patient
Even more at times I'm not
She's my conscience

But who decided I'd be hers?
I want to hate them
Cause now I can't live without her