Anti-social

Joshua Radin's new album Simple Times is pretty good.

Especially the song Brand New Day. I recommend it. Apparently it is quite the mood booster. The other songs are pretty good to study with as well.

Why don't we have an alternative pop station in M'sia? And also a classic rock station? Instead of all the mainstream pop and RnB and fake-rock.

The Rock Corner Hug

Walked in the rain today to go and see someone. Haven't really took a nice stroll in a drizzle for quite awhile now. It was fun. Though I really shouldn't have wore the jeans. But it dried anyway so yea.

Waited in the park. For her and the dog. My file and notes did come in useful it seemed. The park reminded me of Brunei - the place I lived and the beautiful neighbourhood. Open air area with terrace houses with lots of trees and bushes. And a nice little park. What more can be better than that? Oh wait, something can be. Or at least, someone. Someone who walks the dog in the rain. Haha.

I miss walking for no reason. Just walking aimlessly. And driving aimlessly of course. An open highway, an open walkway; it doesn't matter. Just let my mind take in the view, cos it sure is different at night.

Life may suck, with all the trouble and studies and all, but with people like you around who eat tiramisu dessert as main course dinner, it might just be alright. =)

Stay if you dare

Just leave us alone. As if life isn't complicated enough already without everybody trying to interfere and play God. What's done is done. There is no looking back and thinking what if.

Hope yesterday returns. It was everything I hope it would be. It wasn't awkward. It wasn't uncomfortable. It didn't feel wrong. Happiness might have found a new tune. Some may say it's too soon. I say you are not in my shoes, you didn't feel what I felt.

I just want you to be happy, to be ready. So I'll wait. To wrap my arms around you again.

Whitney Houston - I Have Nothing

Not yet

I guess some people are just not very good with modesty, and with keeping their mouths shut. It is quite an idiotic thing to do - I mean, how would you feel if someone does that to you? Thought you were a better person than this man. Never knew you can go this low and try to backstab people. You are a big loser. Literally. The next time you wanna say something, try thinking it thru your brain. It is, in your case, the little thing in between your eyes.

Also I know that people are free to blog anything they want, but please do be considerate. Some people work hard to get their plans in motion, and would rather not have them be disrupted by some who cannot control what they write.

Other than that, today was pretty darn good :)

ID

Everyone deserves a fresh start.

And though sometimes letting go is tough, it is the only way.

Life needs a refresh button.

Complications

If only life is simpler. When a no means a no, and a yes means a yes.

And know that not thinking about doesn't mean forgotten totally.

Xanga is slow

Shots from Gardens GSC. Thought Pink Panther 1 was funnier hmm. And this shot is when we were right in the freaking front row seats, before we moved up halfway thru the movie.


Horny remains of the roast vege salad lol. Mr Plate. Oh and not to forget the waiter who said to me, "If you don't want the change at least take this heart biscuit." Lucky he didn't give me the gay smile and gay hand thing.

Yea that would have ruined the day lol. Oh and got lots and lots of perfume blotters. Now my room is fruity + flowery + sporty + manly + goodness knows what. Hahaha.

V

Been through it once, thought I wouldn't have to go through it again.

I was wrong.

On the other hand, both of us having high hopes for later hehe. Hope it goes well.

Happy Valentine's Day too everyone!

Virtual-ness

CVS - check
Respi - 5 more notes

Fatigue - 90%

Been pushing myself so hard. I think it is the best drug to desensitize any feelings. Except for the cold. Fuck the library is like a meat freezer after 7pm, and apparently the Seminar Rooms are stuffy and hot. End up someone owes me a virtual warm hug and me owing someone a virtual air-con. Lol.

Decided not to go Euphoria tonight. Too tired. Probably the right choice. I think I can just plonk at any time. This morning I could barely open my eyes after blinking. Wtf. Having anatomy lectures every morning at 8am is really bad. Shit bad.

Sigh.

MV

I had fun today =)

Thanks MKK. Haha.

February Rain?

When I look into your eyes,
I can see a love restrained.
But darling when I hold you,
Don't you know I feel the same

Cause nothing lasts forever,
And we both know hearts can change.
And it's hard to hold a candle,
In the cold November rain.

We've been through this
Such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain,

But lovers always come
And lovers always go
And no one's really sure
Who's letting go today.

If we could take the time
To lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowing that you were mine.

So if you want to love me,
Then darling don't refrain.
Or I'll just end up walking,
In the cold November rain.

And when your fears subside,
And shadows still remain,
I know that you can love me,
When there's no one left to blame.

So never mind the darkness,
We still can find a way.
Cause nothing lasts forever,
Even cold November rain.

Insidious

The weekends have arrived. Guessed what I found out?

A cigarette box represents two things: on one side, regal lettering caters to the smoker's illusions of grandeur, and the opposite side warns of death-but in plain, boring print.

I suppose life is very much like a cigarette box, and us the sticks. You are trapped inside it, and you are always looking for a way out. Life offers you the great sides to it, and together with it the bad. The decisions that we make ultimately molds us into who we are.

Oh and please people watch Rock n Rolla.

It may be a British movie and it may be a too cliche to some, but its great all the same to see Guy Ritchie doing a movie like this again after Lock, Stock & Two Smoking Barrels.

Vista millionaire

I guess when God closes one door, He will open another.

In the morning light
Half awake and half asleep
Have you ever laid there thinking
Was it all a dream?
But you reach out and she's not there

Have you ever felt
How far a heart can fall
Have you ever stayed up waiting
For a telephone call
Just to hear her say hello
Cause you miss each other so?

And when the night comes down
Can you call your house a home
Do you dream you're still together
And wake up alone?

Kings

I'll stand
On my own two feet
Against you girl
I just can't walk away

I said,
I can't take it that easy
Wanna break you down tonight
Don't wanna waste another day

And it's not over just yet

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To crash the wall
I'll get to you
You are a war
Worth dying for
Tonight

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To be the kid
Who caved you in
It'd be so easy
To lose myself to you

Quiet
I will be
So sure
Calling your bluff
I think you lost
Your will to fight

And you know
I'll storm
Through your castles doors
Cause you know that I'm good for you
And you're scared of what you'll find

A love you won't regret

So open up
Your friendly fire
And let me be
The kill you're missing
Don't wanna see you
Close your eyes
Until this is over.

Spiral

Guess what I bought at KLIA. Haha. Note the tendon hammer behind the bottle, and the PSP at the far left. Just a slight peek at it. Yea I have been studying very hard.

But seriously though I will.

In the meantime, some photos I probably should have uploaded a long time ago. Actually it is quite recent, they just seem so long ago. I need a time machine.


It is supposed to be a loved-shape noodle. Haha.

Kanasai

Heading back to Msia tomorrow. Having mixed feelings about going back this time. I mean, there isn't anything to look forward too anymore, unlike before. Except for EOS 5. Yea that is such a great thing isn't it.

CNY had been ok. 2009 had been tough, very tough. Hope it looks up soon or I will kill something. Or someone. Plus the internet over in my vista apartment isn't working for MY laptop only, while my housemate can use it. Wtf wtf wtf. Not to forget my left knee still hurts. Think must be that time I was playing futsal and had a collision with Ah Loo. Damn.

One piece of good news is that Pink Panther 2 is releasing Feb 5th! I'm definitely gonna watch that haha. And this holiday had been a waste of my time in the sense that I haven't been studying much. Sigh. Other than doing PBL and the 1st week of MSK. Should've brought back my Sem3 stuff. Ahh who am I kidding. Probably can't concentrate anyway, so what the hell.

I need a drink. Big time. Let's see if I can get a bottle of Chivas at KLIA.

Miss

Haven't had this feeling for so long. The feeling of missing someone so badly I feel like an insane person.

Agonizing.

It is just so damn hard to let go. Can't? Or won't?

Think it's both. Sob. Not SOB ok.

Wish it wasn't CNY now

Flames to dust,
Lovers to friends,
Why do all good things come to an end?

When it's time.

The world is a cruel place. But every time I feel like giving up, you were there for me.

Thanks for everything.

Now it is just you and me world.

Just you and me.

Plus I'm going back to Brunei tomorrow for CNY week. Oh just kill me.