Numb

Numbed by emotions.

It feels like a giant wave crashing down on me.

Again and again.

No matter how i try to stay afloat, it pulls me down. Drags me away from shore. But it is then I remember that there is my God, who is greater than all my problems. And I believe again. That we'll be able to make it thru this hell that is 2 months.

And no dear, I wouldn't give you up. I can only hope you feel the same bout me. Everybody is like breaking up and stuff, and I don't want that to happen. Not to us. Ok?

I hate this hols.