Sweetest sin.

Ok enough of elections for now. But then again what else is there to write about these days? Watched 3 episodes of House back-to-back-to-back last night till 2am with the gf, who is this week busy with her hospital attachment. Housemate coming back today from Singapore but with no Chivas or Black Label because apparently the airport is charging him more for being a local. What the hell. The elections better had helped chose new leadership and rules.

Oh and haematology system starts later. With PBL in the afternoon. Arghh.

And my other housemate ate my RM20 sausages when I wasn't around. *&!#%&@

This feels like a long long day.

What's in a name...

Barisan has announced that its new national symbol is the Condom, because it accurately reflects the government stance. A condom allows for inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks and gives us a sense of security while we're actually being screwed.

PM: ‘We’ve lost, we’ve lost’ - 4.12am

http://malaysiakini.aizuikmal.com/

Read it.

A triumphant PKR leader Anwar Ibrahim described the victory of the opposition parties in five states and its breach of Barisan Nasional’s two-third majority in Parliament as “a defining moment” in the history of the nation and the opening of “a new chapter.”

Msia Election '08

I don't want to say anything sensitive or too much, but let's just put it as 'It's a start.

But I have to say, what's wrong with Johor and Melaka??!

Some people

Some people just don't know how to show respect to earn respect.

Some people just don't see that they are below in the food chain and that they should just listen and do as they are told.

Some people should know the real scenario before complaining thinking they are so great.

Some people should know how spoilt and childish they are acting and just be more sporting instead.

Some people should just shut up or be shot dead.

English to Malay

It is over. CVS and Respi. Hope it went well. Kind of nervous about the results.

For now.

Next stop, Blood City. Population: Too many RBCs and WBCs to count.

Anyway, just want to chill for the weekend. Ahhh sweet.

One more day

The in-course assessment is on Thursday and I'm not nervous or anxious. Yet. Good sign or a bad sign? I just can't tell. Let's just hope that it is a good one in the sense that God is here right by my side despite of all the things I have or have not done, and that He will stand by me in the battles ahead.

我一定可以做的到的!

Hmm the urge for a sudden splurge in Chinese. But yea, goodluck to all those taking their exams this Thursday too.

Back I go to my notes.

You would've been mine

Damn tired. Still have to study. Must go on.

On a brighter note, lecture tomorrow is at 2pm. None in the morning.

On a shitty note, I still have to wake up early tomorrow.

Ahh if there is any justice on the world.

Where is my sushi?!

Haagen Dazs later =)If I can stay awake that long. Yawn. Should be ok I guess, I am reading a super-duper-uber fantastic note on the Pathophysiology of Nontubercular Infective Disease of the Lungs.

Call me irresponsible

Look back, was there anyone there?
Look back, did anyone care?
Look now, is anyone here?
Look now, why do you still shed a tear?
Look ahead, will you make or break?
Look ahead, is it just for convenience sake?

You say,
the past is the past,
the future is now;
but how can one let go,
if one doesn't know how?

I say,
if the time is right to be,
then there will be you and me;
and disappointments are part of life,
but together we will survive.

Thrombophlebitis

I am finally starting to get some confidence for the upcoming in-course assessment thank goodness. Hopefully this feel-good feeling isn't just a flash in the pan kind of thing, coz to be honest I am fucking sick of worrying and panicking whether or not I can pass or fail or get A or B+ or whatever.

Might as well make use of the quiet weekend to do more studies I guess. Sigh. And the AIR topic.

Going Maison's on the night of the 6th. Who wants to join Geowin, Elaine and I for the night of your lifes? =D Soberness is optional haha.

Hmm everyone is busy with work or going out watch movies or sleeping, but I've to study. Ah the world is such a fair place. Rarr.

Milkshake

I just want this exam to be over with. Seriously. It is such an annoying thing, keeps harping on my mind. Can't wait to be free, hit the clubs for a night, wake up late (and I mean late) for a change, go out with the gf and maybe Genting with friends.

And maybe then I can enjoy orientation properly heh. Especially since I am an infiltrator and all. Now I want to have fun and fool around acting like a semester 1 student also cannot.

I don't want to fail. Somehow my brain seems to be unable to comprehend the magnitude of this task ahead of me. Cardio and Respi?! Not easy. So why am I still in a chilled out mood?

Sick bastard.

Rewind that

Vantage Point.

A very brilliant idea on how to make a 30min+ event into a 1.5hour movie. Quite ingenius actually. Should watch it, i recommend it anyway haha. And I think the gf quite likes it too.

Exams in a little more than a week. My oh my. Thank goodness I started during the holidays though I can barely remember the details. But I guess it's better than nothing.

I miss Sem 1 freedom. Clubbing almost every other week. And just going out watching movie after movie and playing Dota and games and just lazing around.

Suddenly getting emo. Pitiful. God has a reason for everything I guess. Hmmm. Hmmm. Hmmm.

Words are screaming

I was reminded today how there is still so much to learn and realize in this world. Don't ask what the experience was, 'cause it is personal. I just wonder, "What if". All the previous decisions that I had made in the past, be it the distant or recently, all are pointing me in this direction that I am heading. As if my head isn't already troubled enough by studies and the bloody expensive bills, but now I have daily dilemmas. Dilemmas due to my choices. Wondering if I had made the right decision all this time.

What's the reason. What's the point. Life is already too short.

We can't jump the track, we are like cars on a cable.
Life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
These mistakes you make you'll just make them again,
If you don't see that it causes so much pain.

10.41pm

Smoke your daily cigarettes to keep your head in the game (and studies).

6.37pm

BORED.

Roll it.

So the gf is gone for a week. Tonight going out with friends for dinner. Chilli's somehow always bring out the closeness is us. Time to catch up on the 2 months that we were away also I guess.

And my housemate just came up with an idiom, 'When the birds fly too high they are bound to be shot by a hunter', just after we were discussing about how we are plotting to beat our batchmate in the upcoming exam, since he got an A (apparently) the last time out (and we don't believe it). Haha joker...what kind of idiom is that?

Anyway, this is what the gf made for me when she was bored after her EOS haha. =)

Cute is't it? It's a dice! With pictures of what we can do if we are bored. Heh heh.

Memory is a blessed thing.

Like I forgot totally that this morning was the NBA All-Star game I had been waiting for the whole year every NBA season. Fuck.

Aih I am tired. Calf hurts. Cramp. Brain also cramp. No information retaining in it. Kind of pissing me off.

I really should find the time to catch up with some of my friends. Maybe I will this week, maybe I wouldn't, looking at my study and task list.

Clinicky wicky-nicky

Aih CSU tomorrow morning. So unthinkable at the moment when I just want to spend the day and night talking to the gf and not worrying bout waking up early tomorrow or anything. Some more have been waking up super early for the last 2 days.

Finally had a hair cut today. Couldn't stand the jungle of a hair anymore.

Studies are non-existent. And yes I know that though I had read CVS once over the hols it is not good enough. Sigh. Then shouldn't have wasted time studying then. Rarr. After all I forget more than I remember what I 've read. Boohoo.

ANTIHYPERTENSIVES!!!!

lovecrumbs, a haikee

today i woke up at 530am and then i went back to sleep.
then i woke up at 10am, and to my surprise!

the bed was wet!
there were long hairless creatures!
everywhere!
including my nasal hair.

went shopping yesterday.
finally!
bought nail polish kit and almond oil for dead skin.
not to forget pink grapefruit juicy lip balm!
ah! heaven!
forbids!
i even bought
rosy fragrances.
and a wonderful flowery black cap.

lovecrumbs!
she wants apple but i cannot grant it to her.
chocolates and cards.
perfect gift for a crumby friend.
saturday.
where are the questions that have no answers :<
where are the youthful dreams.
the green meadows and butterfly.
the labyrinth that we are all trapped in!
spiderwebs and witches in showers!

brew brew brew
lovecrumbs!

HLF = hypertensive lipoproteinemia factor-1?

so,
anyone know what HLF is?
(answer will be revealed at the end of this post)

HLF = hurt like fuck
(yep this is the end of the post)
(never say i am mysterious did i?)
(but i am)
(now you all know me better)