Sometimes it is just so hard not to break down. But still you try, in hope that things will change for the better. Because you are a man and you are meant to be strong. Nonsense.

There are times when I just don't know what to say anymore. In fact the more I say the worse it gets. And I'm always the one to blame. My reasons are always the ones that suck and unacceptable. Fine if that's the case.

If it's of any help I'm sorry.